Irrationality

Again, I want to acknowledge my amazing boyfriend. After some negotiation he has managed to switch his on call. I am still stressed out but I now have a weekend to look forward to.
After struggling with my workload I went and saw Phil, the head of the youthwork faculty, and told him about the pressure I was under. He was very understanding but encouraged me to keep up what I'm doing saying that there's always corners to cut to make things easier. He also said that when he gets busy he turns his busyness into a game. See how many emails you can delete and get away with it and try to see how much work he can palm off. So anyone want to do my assignments for me? Not sure that the last one can work for me.
After talking to Phil and feeling reassured that I will actually get through this I sat at Maccas for an hour with a hot chocolate and a blueberry muffin. It was just the time out I needed. In my fragility I have become very irrational. It is so easy to take your frustrations out on the people you love and that is what I have done. It's also amazing how a mental breakdown can put things into perspective. I now have study plan, its only taken me a whole term and a half to get there!
Please think of me in your thought and prayers. Although I am calmer I still an incredibly tired and stressed. I have just realised I have a test this morning which I haven't studied for.
AAAAAAGGGHHHHH!